{"id":61,"date":"2013-10-24T07:25:45","date_gmt":"2013-10-24T07:25:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/erikasresa.se\/?p=61"},"modified":"2013-10-24T07:25:45","modified_gmt":"2013-10-24T07:25:45","slug":"kuratorn","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/?p=61","title":{"rendered":"Kuratorn"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em><strong>Dags f\u00f6r ett bes\u00f6k p\u00e5 h\u00e4lsocentralen igen. F\u00f6rst kuratorn och sen en liten blodtryckskoll. Starka Erika g\u00e5r till kurator? Konstigt? N\u00e4e! Alltid f\u00e5r jag h\u00f6ra hur stark jag \u00e4r. Och visst, jag \u00e4r stark, men inte os\u00e5rbar. Klarar det mesta. Men att bli p\u00e5k\u00f6rd p\u00e5 v\u00e4gen hem, bilen v\u00e4lter och kanar p\u00e5 sidan mot trafiken i m\u00f6tande k\u00f6rf\u00e4ltet. Den chocken och \u00e5ngesten dagarna efter var f\u00f6r mycket \u00e4ven f\u00f6r mig.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p><em><strong>Kombinationen att det var en otrolig tur att jag \u00f6verlevde, att jag mycket v\u00e4l kunde vara d\u00f6d utan att ha levt ett komplett liv. Att f\u00f6rsvinna mitt i k\u00f6nskorrigeringen. aldrig f\u00e5 bli hel. Det var k\u00e4nslor, \u00e5ngest jag direkt k\u00e4nde var f\u00f6r mycket. F\u00f6rsta bes\u00f6ket hos kuratorn var otroligt sk\u00f6nt, l\u00e4kande och framf\u00f6rallt upplysande. Att stanna upp, titta p\u00e5 mitt liv. Sortera ut det viktiga och lyssna p\u00e5 mig sj\u00e4lv. Nu forts\u00e4tter jag mina bes\u00f6k hos henne enbart f\u00f6r min egen utvecklings skull. Jag m\u00e5r otroligt bra. Lycklig, men mer medveten om vad som betyder n\u00e5got<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Dags f\u00f6r ett bes\u00f6k p\u00e5 h\u00e4lsocentralen igen. F\u00f6rst kuratorn och sen en liten blodtryckskoll. Starka Erika g\u00e5r till kurator? Konstigt? N\u00e4e! Alltid f\u00e5r jag h\u00f6ra hur stark jag \u00e4r. Och visst, jag \u00e4r stark, men inte os\u00e5rbar. Klarar det mesta. Men att bli p\u00e5k\u00f6rd p\u00e5 v\u00e4gen hem, bilen v\u00e4lter och kanar p\u00e5 sidan mot trafiken &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/?p=61\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Kuratorn<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-61","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/61","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=61"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/61\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":64,"href":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/61\/revisions\/64"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=61"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=61"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=61"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}