{"id":401,"date":"2015-10-10T09:54:43","date_gmt":"2015-10-10T09:54:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/erikasresa.se\/?p=401"},"modified":"2015-10-10T14:02:31","modified_gmt":"2015-10-10T14:02:31","slug":"typ-mellan","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/?p=401","title":{"rendered":"Typ mellan"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><b><i><a href=\"http:\/\/erikasresa.se\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/12046820_866855306732531_7968878141697000199_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-403\" src=\"http:\/\/erikasresa.se\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/12046820_866855306732531_7968878141697000199_n-300x300.jpg\" alt=\"12046820_866855306732531_7968878141697000199_n\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/12046820_866855306732531_7968878141697000199_n-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/12046820_866855306732531_7968878141697000199_n-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/12046820_866855306732531_7968878141697000199_n.jpg 405w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a>\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0En m\u00e4rklig tid just nu. Varje vardag har jag min\u00a0telefon n\u00e4ra. Samtalet borde komma snart. H\u00e4lsodeklaration inf\u00f6r op inskickad. Det\u00a0n\u00e4rmar sig och sj\u00e4lva datumet \u00e4r det som saknas nu.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n<p><b><i>Det h\u00e4r har inneburit tv\u00e5\u00a0konsekvenser i mitt liv. Jag \u00e4r sjukt taggad p\u00e5 livet, vill s\u00e5 mycket. Energin och livslusten \u00e4r p\u00e5 topp. Mitt engagemang som vaknat p\u00e5 nytt i somras slutade i\u00a0s\u00f6ndags med en ordf\u00f6randepost. En utmaning som jag verkligen v\u00e4lkomnar. Tankar och id\u00e9er fl\u00f6dar. Nu ska det bara realiseras ocks\u00e5.\u00a0<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n<p><em><strong>Samtidigt har jag blivit v\u00e4ldigt f\u00f6rsiktig och ger avkall p\u00e5 en del av livet. Vissa saker inneb\u00e4r en\u00a0visserligen minimal men \u00e4nd\u00e5 risk som kan \u00e4ventyra en operation. Tvinga fram en senarel\u00e4ggning av den. 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Det\u00a0n\u00e4rmar sig &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/?p=401\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Typ mellan<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-401","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/401","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=401"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/401\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":406,"href":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/401\/revisions\/406"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=401"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=401"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=401"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}