{"id":39,"date":"2013-10-22T07:43:48","date_gmt":"2013-10-22T07:43:48","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/erikasresa.se\/?p=39"},"modified":"2013-10-22T07:43:48","modified_gmt":"2013-10-22T07:43:48","slug":"mannen-som-styr-mitt-liv","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/?p=39","title":{"rendered":"Mannen som styr mitt liv"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em>Nu sitter jag h\u00e4r. V\u00e4ntar p\u00e5 att bes\u00f6ka mannen som f\u00f6r tillf\u00e4llet \u00e4r det n\u00e4rmaste gud en m\u00e4nniska kan bli. <\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Hur mitt liv \u00e4r, och kommer att bli, styrs av denne man. Vad jag f\u00e5r g\u00f6ra nu, best\u00e4mmer han.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>N\u00e4r tiden \u00e4r inne och ans\u00f6kan skall skickas in, \u00e4r det hans ord som betyder n\u00e5got. <\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00c4r det konstigt att jag \u00e4r nerv\u00f6s varje g\u00e5ng. <\/em><br \/>\n<em>Tack och lov f\u00f6r att det \u00e4r m\u00e4nniskor som vet vad de g\u00f6r. Som f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker lugna mig. Men \u00e4nd\u00e5. R\u00e4dslan inf\u00f6r ans\u00f6kan i maj \u00e4r st\u00e4ndigt med mig. <\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>On\u00f6digt? Javisst!\u00a0 Men logiken kan inte ta bort r\u00e4dslan i det fallet. Vet att det \u00e4r en formalitet bara. Den biter sig envist fast och v\u00e4grar sl\u00e4ppa taget. <\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>S\u00e5 nu samlar jag kraft inf\u00f6r \u00e4nnu ett bes\u00f6k hos mannen som betyder s\u00e5 mycket f\u00f6r mitt liv. <\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>F\u00f6rst\u00e5r hur det k\u00e4nns f\u00f6r alla de m\u00e4nniskor som inte l\u00e4ngre f\u00e5r best\u00e4mma \u00f6ver sina liv av olika anledningar. Jag \u00e4r ju en av dem.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Nu sitter jag h\u00e4r. V\u00e4ntar p\u00e5 att bes\u00f6ka mannen som f\u00f6r tillf\u00e4llet \u00e4r det n\u00e4rmaste gud en m\u00e4nniska kan bli. Hur mitt liv \u00e4r, och kommer att bli, styrs av denne man. Vad jag f\u00e5r g\u00f6ra nu, best\u00e4mmer han. N\u00e4r tiden \u00e4r inne och ans\u00f6kan skall skickas in, \u00e4r det hans ord som betyder n\u00e5got. &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/?p=39\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Mannen som styr mitt liv<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-39","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/39","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=39"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/39\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":40,"href":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/39\/revisions\/40"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=39"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=39"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=39"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}