{"id":230,"date":"2014-01-06T20:50:39","date_gmt":"2014-01-06T20:50:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/erikasresa.se\/?p=230"},"modified":"2014-01-06T20:50:39","modified_gmt":"2014-01-06T20:50:39","slug":"mandag-6-januari-2014","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/?p=230","title":{"rendered":"M\u00e5ndag 6 januari 2014"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em><strong>S\u00e5 var det sista dagen innan Karolinska d\u00e5. K\u00e4nns sk\u00f6nt. \u00c4ntligen har dagarna passerat. Idag har jag faktiskt g\u00e5tt ut. Tror inte n\u00e5got annat hade accepterats. Middag hos Pelle. S\u00e5 det vara bara att kliva upp i n\u00e5gorlunda tid.\u00a0<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p><em><strong>Nu m\u00e5ste jag ju \u00e4nd\u00e5 komma ig\u00e5ng. Beh\u00f6ver f\u00f6rbereda lite inf\u00f6r m\u00f6tet med l\u00e4karen. Fylla i formul\u00e4ret till exempel. Men jag har fortfarande inte hittat lugnet. Oron och r\u00e4dslan finns d\u00e4r fortfarande. Paniken har \u00e4nd\u00e5 lagt sig n\u00e5got. Alltid n\u00e5got.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p><em><strong>Men nu \u00e4r snart helgen \u00f6ver, och jag f\u00e5r \u00e5ka ner till Solna. N\u00e4st sista utposten. Vet inte hur jag ska beskriva k\u00e4nslorna och f\u00f6rv\u00e4ntningarna. P\u00e5 n\u00e5got vis k\u00e4nns det som p\u00e5 riktigt nu. Hormonbehandlingen i full g\u00e5ng, och nu f\u00f6rsta bes\u00f6ket p\u00e5 plastikkirurgen. Det b\u00f6rjar verkligen h\u00e4nda saker. Sen \u00e4r det bara att v\u00e4nta p\u00e5 21 maj, d\u00e5 ans\u00f6kan kan skickas in, sista utposten.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p><em><strong>En rivstart p\u00e5 mitt \u00e5r 2014. V\u00e4ntan kommer bli jobbig och k\u00e4nnas olidligt l\u00e5ng.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>S\u00e5 var det sista dagen innan Karolinska d\u00e5. K\u00e4nns sk\u00f6nt. \u00c4ntligen har dagarna passerat. Idag har jag faktiskt g\u00e5tt ut. Tror inte n\u00e5got annat hade accepterats. Middag hos Pelle. S\u00e5 det vara bara att kliva upp i n\u00e5gorlunda tid.\u00a0 Nu m\u00e5ste jag ju \u00e4nd\u00e5 komma ig\u00e5ng. Beh\u00f6ver f\u00f6rbereda lite inf\u00f6r m\u00f6tet med l\u00e4karen. Fylla i &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/?p=230\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">M\u00e5ndag 6 januari 2014<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-230","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/230","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=230"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/230\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":231,"href":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/230\/revisions\/231"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=230"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=230"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/erikasresa.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=230"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}